相隔十年不见的朋友

就在那个灿烂的星期六晚上

终于重逢了

虽然只有六人赴约

但那种莫名的感动

都深深烙印在每一个人的内心深处

小时候的记忆

反复像相片般

都一张张浮现在脑海里

那些快乐与美好

无忧无虑的时光

幼稚及可爱的我们

象征着珍贵的童年回忆

是让人无法忘怀的。





突然，

每个人都有了同感，

-- 我们都老了。

Cityhall was the destination for our last shopping spree today. Ended up buying a dress and a yellow top which i've been searching for quite some time. Took a stroll to Bugis after that. And this marks the end of our shopping spree. Not going for any shopping for the next 3 months, yupp; i believe i'll be able to do it. Not forgetting that i still need to save money for my school fees..!

New York Cheese Cake for lunch today.
Have been cracking my head over what to eat everyday.




Think i'm falling sick soon.
Having a cold.
Feeling so awful now. =(

Yesterday was quite a memorable day for me. Cos it was the day i put on my very first braces! Took around 1 hour to get it done. Aww.. and i'm having my hell now. Can't eat anything except baby food; can't sleep in the night cos it's just too painful. Help~~ Can anyone just 打晕我?

Luckily i had my brunch at Jalan Kayu before my dental appointment.



Banana prata and egg prata
Quite nice.. but a little too ex.
Cost me $5.50 for just 2 of them.


Went to watch Sex and the City today before bud and me had our shopping spree. Quite a good movie; it reflects the society and the mindset of the people towards relationships and marriage nowadays. i like one part best when Big knelt down and proposed to Carrie after few months of separation. That was true love; too touching that i almost teared.


A moment of thoughts: -

Though there are many out there who do not believe in love or marriage, i still feel that they'll come to realise the meaning of love and importance of marriage when they grow older. Many times people might fail, but it'll just denote a fresh start of another new beginning. For we only live once and life has to go on. Relationships are acts of romance and feelings; it is marriage that marks the test of true love, and true love are combinations of chemistry, faith and effort. Most guys may think marriage is a cemetery of freedom, but on another point of view, you're giving the most precious gift - a status and vow for the woman whom you love the most.

Anyway, these are just my opinions and views. You may or may not agree with me.


Went on for our spree in orchard straight after the movie. Didn't buy much things; just a cool cardigan and a bag. Think i'll just probably get another top tomorrow and be done with it. I'm not really a shoppaholic, believe me. Sports and exercising will be what i'm planning to do for the next couple of months. =)


The only food i can eat now.



And it's my favourite clam chowder from Soup Spoon. =D


The top that i hesitated for quite a while but didn't buy in the end.



Doesn't really suits me, don't you think so? - Say yes!


Just had this after my porridge dinner.





Durian Puffs. Yummilicious!


Luckily i managed to eat one slice of this before my braces.



It's uberly nice!


And here's my precious teeth.. Sobs..

A moment of thoughts: -

Sometimes i wonder,

Why can't i be like the others;
living life to the fullest.

i hate the life i'm leading now.

Why am i born like this;
inherit all the bad genes from my parents.

i just want a strawberry face, a pair of mesmerizing eyes, perfectly straight nose and spotless fair skin.

Why do i have to go through obstacles;
while others don't have to.

i hate being so unlucky.

Why can't i be smarter;
so that i won't have to study so hard.

i hate to see the results of my exams.

Why can't i have a uberly nice boyfriend like others;
instead of keep meeting those who treated me like a toy.

i just want a guy who'll put me in his first priority, dotes and cares for me. But it seems impossible; probably because i'm not worth doing those.

Why am i always being so emotional;
crying my heart out over nothing.

i hate to let people see the weak side of me. Thus i'll cry when nobody's aware i am.

Why?
WHy?
WHY?


Have been searching for answers,
And i'm beginning to realise,
It's just how you face reality.

Confidence is the way to..
being prettier,
getting smarter,
and overcoming obstacles.

Or is there any other answer?
Still trying to find.

One fact is,

I am born just the way i am.

Whether i'm tall or short, slim or fat, pretty or not so.

I don't mind people insulting me;
or saying crude words to me;
'cause i'll just smile back and treat them as a comment to improve myself.

To forgive and forget, that's what i've always believed in.

But i just can't tolerate people who accused me of doing something i didn't.



Have been playing this song the whole day today.


在东京铁塔

第一次眺望

看灯火模仿　

坠落的星光

我终於到达　

但却更悲伤

一个人完成　

我们的梦想

你总说　

时间还很多　

你可以等我

以前我不懂得　

未必明天　

就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛　

它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛　

看你的信会痛　

连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　

它流在血液中来回滚动

后悔不贴心会痛　

恨不懂你会痛　

想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　

张扬过哀伤

那是种多么　

寂寞的倔强

你拆了城墙　

让我去流浪

在原地等我　

把自己捆绑

你没说　

你也会软弱　

需要依赖我

我就装不晓得　

自由移动　

自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了　

多爱你就会抱你多紧的

我的微笑都假了　

灵魂像飘浮著　

你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候　

陪你做想做的无论什么

我越来越像贝壳　

怕心被人触碰　

你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了




8 more hours to go,
And it's all over.
'Cause today will be the last day i'm grieving over.
I promise.

Had mac's for breakfast this morning with my dear buddies. It's been quite some time since we gathered together and have a good chat already. Got to know that my another bud's dad is feeling unwell recently. Was quite stunned to see a skinny and weak uncle standing in front of me instead of a slightly plump uncle he used to be. Anyway, hope your dad will be fine. Signs. I'm kinda worried.

And we proceeded with our shopping spree in Tampines Mall after that. Just love going there lots cos i'll always get to buy something i like over there. Smiles. Well, just 2 tops i've got for today. Gonna save some money for more sprees during my 3 precious leave next week.

Lunch at Swensen's



It's called Sourdough 49er chicken. Sounds interesting isn't it?
Thought bread should be alright but it seemed that the buns were just too hard for me to chew; having 4 missing teeth. =(


Had these uberly nice eclairs yesterday from those friendly temp staff. =)










当世界

不知不觉的变了

有时候

我怀念以前的我

作的梦

虽然远远的

想象是

一种快乐

拥有了

同时也失去什么

而眷恋

原来会带来软弱

你让我再无力承受

心开始曲折

我不想舍得

不想懂得

是谁惹谁

言不由衷

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true

My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding

Love



kinda miss you now.

Shopping~!! That's a girl's favourite hobby. And yeap, i'm no exception; it's my favourite too! Had my shopping done at Vivocity with Grace today. Really had so much fun shopping and buying, relieving all the stress and forgetting my troubles.

No doubt my pocket did burn a big hole; cos i've bought: -
1 pair of office pants
1 office skirt
1 pair of checkered shorts (well, i'm a shorts girl. i LOVE shorts.)
1 pair of heels

And my shopping sprees to be continued..

=D


Had my another 2 teeth extracted yesterday. Well, same processes again. All the injections and stuff. Still that painful. So, i'm kind-of 'bo-gei' now. Boo. Can't eat much stuff. But hopefully i'll be able to slim down through this. =)




Lunch at Sushi Tei.





Vanilla ice cream with red bean inside. Recommended. It's very nice. =)


The top that i didn't get to buy.





Having some sips of this now before i'm off to bed. =D

Painful weekend; it's definitely a nightmare. Had 2 of my precious teeth extracted after i went for an x-ray in the morning yesterday. It's been a couple of years since i last visited a dentist, not including last week's. Nerve-racking i should describe it. First, 2 injections were done to numb half of my face. I could barely talk and even swallow my saliva. Then 2 pills of painkillers were given to me. After confirming that i totally couldn't feel a thing, extractions were done. Aww.. and funny thing is, i didn't even realise my teeth had been plucked out until Dr chiong showed me. Duh.

Can't believe i still need to go through the same process again next week. NOo..

Met Jun Xiang for Mac's breakfast this morning to pass him his belated birthday-cum-farewell present. See, i do dote on you k. I've gotten you something that you want. LOL. Went for a hair-cut after biding farewell to our dear boy. Take care k. And so i sort of have a new hair style now. =D

And I, being the most filial daughter in the family, brought my dear parents and idiotic bro for a meal at 日本村 to kind-of celebrate Father's Day. 'Cause my dad had been hinting me that Father's Day is just near the corner almost everyday i got home. Duh. Couldn't take it.

I have always cherished kinship, family ties and friendship. Since i don't have much chances to have a meal with them everyday, i feel that there's a need to plan some family gatherings to strengthen the ties. Yupp. Same goes to my buddies and friends too! More gatherings please. =)














In lonely hours;
The tears devour.

Truly, madly, deeply.

I will be strong;
'cause I'm counting on;
A new beginning;
A reason for living;
A deeper meaning.

Oo.. it's finally Friday again!! yeah.. And our dear Jun Xiang had his last day of work on wed which definitely made him overjoy. Had so many farewells and gifts this week cos everyone dotes on him so much.

Monday: Manager's dim sum treat
Tuesday: Pizza Hut treat from colleagues (which includes me as well)
Wednesday: Boss treat again at Han's

Such a fortunate boy huh. Haha. And this is all because this boy is just way too cheeky. Gonna miss him lots cos no one can help me do filing again! Bleahs.

Had dinners with him as well.. since we don't really have much chances to meet up for the next 2 years.


Ajisen Ramen on Tues.




Waraku on Wed. (such a precious treat from him - cos it's only the 2nd time ever since i got to know him for around.. 3 years plus?)



and this is really 大屋见小屋。
Guess which is mine?



Then again, when will it be my turn? Apparently i've chosen the wrong time to job-hop. =(






i
miss.
misses.
missed.

Sleep, sleep and more sleep. That's how i spent my weekends. It's high time for me to get some beauty sleep before my skin starts to age and dark circles become more serious!

Don't wanna be like this. Haha.



Though it's super cute. =)


Just came back from Expo for Robinson's sale. And the reason for me to go all the way down is because of my dear bud. Must support her since she's working as a cashier there. Haha. But the truth is, i just wanted her to serve me as a customer. Bleahs.


Was on duty yesterday. Quite shagged cos month end's finally over. And i seriously hate month end. Just couldn't understand why customers like to place fixed deposits during the very last day of the month and not other days? Anyway, never knew the new office can be so spooky until i reached the office at 9am. No lights, not even a single soul in the whole level. Managed to pick up my courage to walk all the way from the east exit to the west exit just to switch on all the lights. Yeap. I switched on almost all the lightnings though i'm only one sitting right at a corner of the office. I really am an environmentalist. But it's just too scary, you see. Can't help it.

Pray hard that it wouldn't be my turn to be on duty during the 7th month. I'll definitely go crazy.

Had a dental appointment in the afternoon. Paid $1k for the initial payment of my braces. Aww.. i'm broke. BROKE. And the dentist commented that mine is quite a serious case and "it seems that there'll be lots of work to be done." *Faints* This will mean pain and more PAIN for the next coming months. In addition to that, I'd need to pluck 4 teeth before putting the braces. *Another faints*. Therefore, i'm just going to eat all my favourites like nobody's biz within this month before i can only consume soggy food like a baby. =(



Well, 爱美不是罪. Am i right? Girls just need to put in more effort before they get left on the shelves. It's a fact that people will tend to be more interested in appearance. Thinking that i'll have a set of nice teeth like those in advertisements really excites me. It's definitely worth it. At least i know i've done something that i won't regret for life.

My next target will be to learn driving. Hopefully my job-hopping will go smoothly and i'll be able to get my licence by end of this year! =D






Always on my mind.
It's just so hard to forget.