A moment of thoughts: -
Sometimes i wonder,
Why can't i be like the others;
living life to the fullest.
i hate the life i'm leading now.Why am i born like this;
inherit all the bad genes from my parents.
i just want a strawberry face, a pair of mesmerizing eyes, perfectly straight nose and spotless fair skin.Why do i have to go through obstacles;
while others don't have to.
i hate being so unlucky.Why can't i be smarter;
so that i won't have to study so hard.
i hate to see the results of my exams.Why can't i have a uberly nice boyfriend like others;
instead of keep meeting those who treated me like a toy.
i just want a guy who'll put me in his first priority, dotes and cares for me. But it seems impossible; probably because i'm not worth doing those.Why am i always being so emotional;
crying my heart out over nothing.
i hate to let people see the weak side of me. Thus i'll cry when nobody's aware i am.Why?
WHy?
WHY?
Have been searching for answers,
And i'm beginning to realise,
It's just how you face reality.
Confidence is the way to..
being prettier,
getting smarter,
and overcoming obstacles.
Or is there any other answer?
Still trying to find.
One fact is,
I am born just the way i am.
Whether i'm tall or short, slim or fat, pretty or not so.
I don't mind people insulting me;
or saying crude words to me;
'cause i'll just smile back and treat them as a comment to improve myself.
To forgive and forget, that's what i've always believed in.
But i just can't tolerate people who accused me of doing something i didn't.
Have been playing this song the whole day today.
在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光
我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成
我们的梦想
你总说
时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天
就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上
张扬过哀伤
那是种多么
寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙
让我去流浪
在原地等我
把自己捆绑
你没说
你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动
自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮著
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
8 more hours to go,And it's all over.
'Cause today will be the last day i'm grieving over.
I promise.
