yea.. depressions over. Have been giving some thoughts these days. Why should i be leading life this way? Just Live Life to the Fullest and troubles aside.

该来的最终还是会来的。

咬紧牙根忍一忍，一切都会过去。

就以笑带过吧。=)

Anyways, having a long weekend is really the way to go! Not only had my fullest sleep till noon everyday; i also got to spend more time with family for meals and shopping. Cheers.

Haven't been visiting the theaters for quite some time and finally managed to catch 3 movies at one go this month.
#1: Painted Skin is sucha disappointment! Draggy scenes with typical ending. Almost dozed off during the show. Got conned by the advertisements lah.
#2: Connected! is one of the most nerve-racking and exciting movies i've ever watched! As what others have commented, a value-for-money movie. Thumbs up! No wonder bud and me had to travel from Tampines (missed the afternoon show due to saturday duty) to Cineleisure (to get to know it's full house during our turn) and finally Shaw House just to buy the tickets counting 5 rows from the bottom. =(
#3: Managed to catch the last show of Mamma Mia on sat. It's the first musical show i've watched and find it quite interesting. Really love the songs they've sang. Thinking of buying the soundtrack. Anybody wants to sponsor me? Hehe.

Anyways, Big Thanks to xiang for accompanying me to watch the show though i could see that you've been yawning throughout. LOL. Which also includes the whole day of shopping with me from dhoby gaut to city hall to bugis just to look for the cap that i like. Though still didn't managed to get it, but at least i've bought a small pouch for my up-coming trip. Whew..


my snack lovies -kachang puteh!-



Yummilicious Saba set at Taka - Highly Recommended for Saba lovers!



Jelly taste-a-like Grapes. Two Big Thumbs Up!



Pasta for dinner yesterday. Helped mum with the cooking..


Preparing the gravy..


Tata!
Not pleasant-looking enough but definitely taste quite good! =)



And they fit perfectly! The wonders of photofunia!






Counting down 5 more days to Lee Hom's Music Man World Tour concert! =D

Signs.. a call from boss today really made me feel depressed again. Have been trying hard to relieve all the stress i'm trying to cope by making myself busy during weekends; but i can't even stop thinking about it since the call just now.

Why?
Why is my life so miserable?
Why am i making myself so miserable?

I just couldn't understand.

Being a nice/helpful person is definitely not an easy role. 好人真的很难做。

Compliments are always never mine; only problems will definitely involve me.

And i'm always responsible for mistakes; or somehow it'll just be linked to me, and i'll just have to solve it and become my responsibility.

Signs.

Why is everyone adding pressure on me; whenever in work and home.

Or am i the one who is pressurizing myself too much; that i'm going to suffocate any sooner.



Signs.. the cruelty of this society.

I'm still struggling to survive and adapt.

When can i ever learn to protect myself?





No one can understand me; my feelings; my situation.
I'm breaking down.
Anytime.

Nice traditional malay food from neighbours!


Yea.. that's how i spent Hari Raya Haji / Children's Day. Enjoyed food-hunting with bud at Upper Thomson. Will have more food-hunting around in time to come. =)

SHEILEY'S BELATED BDAY GATHERING.

-shagged bday girl-

-dreamy girl-

-love the waffles there!
but a lesson learnt: this definitely must be shared by two!


Aww.. so vexed. With so many things in mind now.

1st of all, should i apply for enrollment under UOL or RMIT next year?
... Should i go for Lee Hom's concert in Nov?
... Should i sign up for the facial package at $888?

As always, vitamin M is never enough; no matter how hard i tried to earn.

And japan trip is almost round the corner, i still needa save up.

Ohps, suddenly feel that i'm quite 梁菊花 alike. Hehe. As in having the same trying-to-work-hard-for-a-living kind of life.

Probably i've watched too much of it. Gee.

JIA YOU, HUIXIAN!! =)

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rushIt's like learning to fly
Or falling in loveIt's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time