It relapses once again.
Signs.. a call from boss today really made me feel depressed again. Have been trying hard to relieve all the stress i'm trying to cope by making myself busy during weekends; but i can't even stop thinking about it since the call just now.
Why?
Why is my life so miserable?
Why am i making myself so miserable?
I just couldn't understand.
Being a nice/helpful person is definitely not an easy role. 好人真的很难做。
Compliments are always never mine; only problems will definitely involve me.
And i'm always responsible for mistakes; or somehow it'll just be linked to me, and i'll just have to solve it and become my responsibility.
Signs.
Why is everyone adding pressure on me; whenever in work and home.
Or am i the one who is pressurizing myself too much; that i'm going to suffocate any sooner.
Signs.. the cruelty of this society.
I'm still struggling to survive and adapt.
When can i ever learn to protect myself?
No one can understand me; my feelings; my situation.
I'm breaking down.Anytime.
